Posted by: brookenado | November 16, 2015

Saying Goodbye to a Friend

Dear readers,

It’s been a tough month – one of those months that catches you off guard, sticking a leg out as you walk by.  A month that makes you realize you’ve reached one of those stages in life when things are changing, sometimes pretty fast.  Of course, now as I write this November 13th has come and gone, and with it the terribly sad events around the world.

So yeah, one of those months that makes you want to hide under the carpet and not come out.  One of those month’s in which the tiredness reaches your soul.

October started out fine, the sis settling into a new job across the country and my mom and I getting the house decorated for Fall and Halloween.  But then the bad news started coming…and coming, and coming.  It’s taken me a couple weeks to sit down and write this out, but for about three or four weeks it was just one thing after another.

After my sister moved and my dad went to see his family to pick up some of her stuff and see his aunt who was in the hospital, his uncle ended up passing away (his aunt has since recovered…life giveth, and life taketh away I suppose).  Following that, I got a call from my sister who was in the midst of a personal dilemma and at a crossroads.  One of the toughest things for a sibling – especially a big sibling – is knowing your little bro/sis is in pain and being able to do nothing but offer words of limited wisdom and comfort.  It sucks.

If we thought things were beginning to settle down after that, we were to be sorely mistaken.  We had only just begun to look over the edge, just one push away from tumbling down proverbial rabbit hole of bad news…

The slide began with news of another family member in the hospital.  My grandma had suffered a mini-stroke (thankfully, she’s out and recovering now) and then we received sudden news of the death of a friend from childhood’s father.  This coming just two years after her mother passed away and my heart broke for their family.  We joined a walk on the beach lead by her and siblings to honor their father, and I was stuck by their strength.  However sad the occasion, I have to say that I’m glad it gave me the chance to reconnect with this friend.

The following week my sister had come to a decision.  A six-year relationship came to an end soon after.

While I want nothing more than for her to be happy, it was still hard news for our family to receive as we had all come to accept this person as a part of it.  I’m heartbroken for him, and sad to see something that seemed so permanent end, but at the end of the day if she’s happy, I’m happy.  Ironically, perhaps, it’s just going to take a little bit of time for us all to move on.

So all of this had us feeling out of spirits.  But like every tale of ‘these kinds of months’, the worst was still to come.  We were sliding down the hole but hadn’t come crashing into the ground yet.

And that faceplant came two days later.  My mom found out first.  A friend I grew up with had just suffered a heart attack.  I couldn’t believe it – this friend was hardly older than I was, an athlete, and it just made no sense.  None.  We all sent out our thoughts/good energy/prayers, and at one point they were able to get her heart going on its own again.  I was so sure she was going to get better!

It was even more of a shock, then, when my mom called me at work the next day to tell me she hadn’t made it.  She was gone.

For once I was glad for the long drive home and the chance to process the news on my own.  As soon as I got home my brother enveloped me in a big hug and we just cried together for a few minutes.  Over the next few days I would come to see through news around town and Facebook posts how much a person can affect a community.  It made me both glad and more upset at the same time.

Readers, I’ll ask you to bear with me here for the rest.  As my blog has become a place to get my thoughts out and just be me, it just made the most sense to write what I needed to out here.

A final goodbye.

Dear friend,

I know it’s been a while since we’ve talked, and I wish I had made the effort to connect with you again sooner.  Even so, some things you know just never change, and I do believe our friendship is one of those things.

You were one of the best friends I had growing up and I hope you know how thankful I am to have had you in my life at that time.  While so many people are caught up trying to figure out their own place when growing up, you were constant – someone I would come to look up to as a big sister. I don’t believe anyone knows exactly who they are then, but if anyone did it was you, and I always admired that sense of self and purpose.  You expected the best in others without expecting them to be something they weren’t.  Sometimes fierce, always kind, and a true leader.

I always had so much fun hanging out with you – goofing around after soccer games, camps and sleepovers in the Summers…I hope you know how much that friendship meant to me.  As you know I could be pretty shy and reserved back then, and I want to say thanks for always standing by my side, never demanding an explanation for my being on the quiet side, and always making me feel like a part of your team both on and off the field.  You had the best dry sense of humor around (complemented my sillier side perfectly, you know) and a great compassion for others.  For as many smiles and laughs you brought to my life then, I only hope I brought some of the same happiness to you.

And now, I just want you to know that you really did have an impact on my life, and even though you’re gone I have a feeling you’ll continue to inspire not only me, but everyone else whose lives you’ve touched with your strength.  I wish it hadn’t been you, it really doesn’t seem fair.  At all.

In the end though, what I really want to say is how thankful I am for the time I’ve had with you and being one of the people who knew you.  So, cheers to all of the good times!  When I think of you it will always be with a smile.

Until we meet again…

Mischief managed

greer and brooke

The world is indeed full of peril, and in it there are many dark places; but still there is much that is fair, and though in all lands love is now mingled with grief, it grows perhaps the greater.‘- J.R.R. Tolkien

Posted by: brookenado | September 3, 2015

Water, Earth, Fire, Comic-Con…

Dear readers,

Long ago, I became a fan of a show called Avatar: The Last Airbender.  Then everything changed when Comic-Con arrived. Only cosplaying as the Avatar, master of all four elements, could take my love for this series to the next level…Two days of Comic-Con passed, and a panel, a meetup, and a signing helped me discover a new group of fellow fans. And I believe, it was the best Avatar-themed day ever.

Alright, well, ordinarily I’d go for the day-to-day, play-by-play, but there’s too much residual good feeling surrounding Avatar-related happenings at July’s annual nerd convergence in San Diego (a.k.a. San Diego Comic-Con, or SDCC) not to start with them.

The following events took place between the days of Friday, July 10th and Saturday, July 11. Bum bum.

Avatar State Korra, Aang, and Raava group cosplay

If you’re unfamiliar with the show, you can learn a little more about the characters and premise in my Avatar/The Legend of Korra Celebrating Female Characters set of posts.  My goal this year (ahem, semi-frantic scramble) for SDCC was to complete a Korra costume for a cosplay based off of a design from the final season that aired last year.

Two Avatar panels were being featured on Friday and Saturday of the con, which acted as my high priority  con goals on both of those days.  And with a bit of luck and planning, two consecutive, early-to-be-on-the-safe-side, but not too bad mornings saw me make it into both!  The first was a Dark Horse panel with the two creators of the series, Micheal DiMartino and Bryan Konietzko.  The panel focused on both Book 4 with the end of Korra’s journey, and the comics that continue the original ‘Gaang’s’ story.

The big announcement?  Well, actually, Korra’s journey isn’t quite at an end yet.  Fans can expect her adventures to continue with her own Dark Horse comic, but that’s not all.  Both Mike and Bryan will be the creative team behind this new Korra comic – flameo!

The second panel on Saturday morning was an Avatar Legacy Fan Panel hosted by AvatarMom, and featuring a range of guests: Sculptor and artist Magda Escobedo Bazaldúa, Puppetbender creator Kevin Coppa, series director Giancarlo Volpe, head writer Aaron Ehasz, and Jack Desena (voice of Sokka), Dante Bosco (voice of Zuko), and Darcy Rose Byrnes (voice of Ikki).

It began with a few funny animations the crew had put together while working on the show, and ran through some other amusing videos such as Puppetbender outtakes and a show-inspired martial arts video.  The panel also included a short preview reading of Smoke and Shadow, a cosplay contest, and a pretty interesting Q&A with all present.

Things I never knew: Iroh’s backstory was actually inspired by a question asked at an SDCC panel after the premier of the first season about him not being the current Fire Lord as the older son.  Mike and Bryan only ever intended for ‘Cabbage Man’ to appear once, but the joke in his recurrences was something carried out by the writers. The argument in favor for the final decision to change Toph from being a male to a female character was made by a few of the writers who believed the fun and unexpectedness of girl Toph would be more exciting than generic tough guy Toph (here, here!).

And my personal favorite question asked? Favorite character growth moments. Answers included the Blue Spirit episode, beach episode, Zuko going on a date, Katara bloodbending, and Tenzin’s kids finding Korra in Book 4.

Waiting in line each morning was a breeze as fans chatted with each other and took awesome cosplay pics.  Another plus one for best Avatar Comic-Con day ever?  Oh, just the fact that I got a picture with Dante Bosco right after the fan panel.  Dante.  Bosco.

Awkward close-up selfie of me and Dante Bosco!

Go ahead, bask in the glory of this unintentionally close-up selfie.

While waiting for Saturday’s panel, an Asami cosplayer I happened to be next to in line on Friday mentioned that there would be a cosplay meetup after the fan panel.  I had nothing pressing to get to afterward, so why not?

It was, without a doubt, the right decision.  After the gaggle following Dante Bosco (who was so gracious and nice to fans who wanted an autograph or photo while staff were telling him he had to go) broke up, I hung around with other cosplayers still in the hallway, hoping to follow them to the meetup.  Turns out most of us where in the same pickle, and luckily there was a Yue cosplayer who knew exactly where to go.  It bears repeating that the Moon Spirit rules with compassion and lunar goodness.

The meetup was such a blast!  Everyone was excited to be there, and everyone was kind, enthusiastic about each other’s costumes, and basically awesome.  Photos were to be gotten as we mingled, followed by a big group photo on the steps, and a bunch of amazing group photos for each smaller grouping (Earth Nation, Water Tribe, Avatars/spirits, villains, Republic City peeps,…see overload of pics at the bottom of the post!).

Of course, both serious and goofy photos were to be expected.

I was having such a good time, in fact, that I was one of the last to leave, which lead to taking an already fantastic day to being the best day ever.  After a few more shots, the exchanging of information and where to find the Facebook group page, and an invitation to the Avatar meetup dinner that night, a small group of us cosplayers who I shall henceforth refer to as, ‘Squad’, was created.

Initially I had intended to be in line trying to get into the BBC America Doctor Who meetup happening offsite at the House of Blues at this point (and don’t get me wrong, Whovians, I would have be thrilled to have gotten in!), but I decided that spontaneity had been my friend thus far, so why not keep rolling with it?

And so it was that myself and four others formed an Avatar cosplay group where we set out to roam the halls of the convention center.  Our four hour mission?  To bring the Avatar style to all, and seek fellow cosplayers to take pictures with until a Nickelodeon booth signing happening later that afternoon.

SDCC Squad selfie - Avatar/Korra group cosplay

This – this – is what Comic-Con is all about.  Sure there are the appearances from awesome actors and professionals, sneak peeks, displays, art, and merch that will make your wallet tear bend.  But when it gets right down to it, the joyful gathering of fans and spontaneous finding of friends is what it’s all about.

Now I had never really done a full cosplay group before, but there is something infinitely cool about being a part of one with copslayers from the same fandom.  Any self-doubts about your passion and costuming efforts disappear, and you feel like you can take on the world (or maybe that last part is the unique effect of this group).

As we strutted our bending stuff, more people than I expected wanted to take our picture and we soon had poses down and a conch shell-like summoning call of ‘SQUAD!‘ to pull us together when someone requested a photo.  I’ll freely admit it, vain as it may sound, but it’s a uniquely awesome feeling to have people admiring you and your group, legitimizing the work that went into your character presentation.  More than that ego-boosting experience though, I had unexpectedly met a group of amazing people who shared this same crazy love I did, and we had instantly clicked.

Some friendships are so strong, they can even transcend lifetimes.

Now, understandably you may be thinking at this point, sure seems like an incredible SDCC experience so far to me – could it possibly get any better?  Absolutely it could.

Remember that Nickelodeon booth signing I mentioned a few paragraphs ago?  Let me explain; it was a Mike and Bryan signing.  While only one of our Squad had gotten an actual ticket for this event the day before, we all decided to try our luck anyway based on some input from wiser con-goers than myself.  In order to prepare for the ‘just in case’ scenario, we stopped by the Dark Horse booth to get beautiful art books from the show (think an animated show version of a ‘making of’ documentary) to get signed.

And readers…behold:

After standing faithfully at the Nickelodeon booth before and during the signing, proving our dedication as fans and attracting the attention of con-goers wanting photos as we and other Avatar cosplayers waited hopefully, the staff at the booth kindly offered us some left over passes (you rock, Nick booth!) to meet the duo and get our books signed.  I fist-bumped Bryan, it was awesome.

And so, the best Avatar-themed SDCC day ever was had by all.  Combined, the panels, the signing, and the cosplay meetup made my Avatar-themed days of Comic-Con unforgettable. Meeting and forming Squad made it something special.

The end.  Until the next Comic-Con post.  Which is coming soon, I promise.

Readers, deepest apologies for the delay and post hiatus.  My excuse?  The Women’s World Cup (USA!) and getting prepared for Comic-Con, then Comic-Con was upon us, and then a mixture of life stuff and blogger’s block came together to put a frustrating slow spell over sorting images from the con and getting this post up.  Things are back in a more normal swing now, however, and I plan to continue posting more regularly.

As always, thanks for taking the time to read and I hope you find the photos of this post as fun and fantastic as I do.  Cheers!  Until then…

Mischief managed

**Special shout out to the Squad member who took so many of our group photos for us (and is soon to be our Zuko!), and the various folks at the meetup who kindly took some of the group photos on my camera for me – you all rock!

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Posted by: brookenado | May 30, 2015

Star Wars Celebration Anaheim (That time I was a Jedi)

Dear readers,

A long time ago (a month) in a galaxy far, far away (Anaheim, California – just across the street from Disneyland), fans gathered to show their love for this thing we call…

Star Wars logo

*Cue Star Wars Theme*

2015 marked the 10th official Star Wars Celebration, though it was the first of the kind I’d been to.  With the recent Disney handover breathing life back into the saga, I’ve gotta admit – it’s a good time to be a fan.  New films, new show, new video games…I mean, have you seen the newest trailer for the next Star Wars movie, which debuted on the first day of the Celebration?  Plus, for me, Celebration Anaheim presented the perfect opportunity to fulfill a since-becoming-a-Star-Wars-fan-long dream of mine:

brookenado Jedi cosplay - blue kotor style robesJedi Knight status.  May the Force be with you, readers.

Alright, sure, I still need a lightsaber or two.  And although it may not be quite up to par with the super intense Force-wielding costumes yet, I’m pretty pleased with how it turned out.  Why blue, why no traditional outer tunic/obi/tabbards?  The robe design I went for is based off of the Knights of the Old Republic style blue Jedi Knight robes, of which there is shockingly little representation of in the Star Wars fanverse.

Cosplay sidebar:

But seriously, I image searched the KotOR Jedi robe designs thinking there would definitely be some posts out there with tutorials and patterns for the design, but only two (two!) cosplays popped up for anything that wasn’t the Darth Revan-specific robe (sidebar to the sidebar: I could totally get on board with a pre-Star Forge Revan & Malak cosplay).  So I took the general advice of the creative person who did have some comments on her robes, and created mine based off of a lady’s tunic/shirt pattern.

With the help of my mom who is so patiently teaching me the ways of the sewing machine, we adjusted the pattern based off of images from the game, and added a shinier (technical term?) fabric on top for the shoulders and sleeves.

The belt came from L’atelier d’Akinra, who has a selection of awesome leather pieces for costuming, including Jedi-style belts that can be customized.  Not only was he very accommodating on the color and timeliness of creating/delivering, but his work is, in a word, fantastic.  Now the overall costume color scheme was tweaked for the sole reason that I already had brown boots in my wardrobe and not black ones.  Costuming on a budget requires resourcefulness, people.  End sidebar.

That’s great, but what exactly happens at a Star Wars Celebration?  Well, throughout the weekend panels featuring actors, Industrial Light & Magic wizards, film directors, and more brought discussion and news on all things Star Wars to the fans – including updates for the Force Awakens and the premiere of the second season of Star Wars Rebels.  In addition, there were events each day such as the cosplay contest, meet and greets, and a full saga marathon on the big screen.

Essentially, Star Wars revelry ensued!

And unfortunately I missed most of it. When it comes to larger cons, it’s tough to see everything with a one day pass.  You want to see panels, but there’s so much to explore on the floor that you can’t afford to spend a good chunk of time securing your spot for a popular panel.  My suggestion?  Multi-day pass if you can, but even with a single day pass to a con you can enjoy some awesome panels by scoping out smaller ones you think will be less crowded.  This generally means more niche panels, which can actually be a great source of unexpected delight.  The one panel we did catch, for example, was about the music of the new Star Wars Rebels show (Star Wars + Music Composition = Awesome).

So no, I didn’t make it into the larger panels I was hoping to see – namely the voice acting panel featuring Mark Hamill – but that’s not to say I didn’t have a great time!  Equipped with a Saturday badge and the will of the Force, I set out on a journey to survey the con…

Along the way we met some Sith Lords and apprentices.

Did a little car shopping (we were thinking a hyperdrive might be nice for the ride home).

We walked into more than one trap, unfortunately. (I’ve got a bad feeling about this…)

We also met a few scoundrels, finding a few droids along the way that, incidentally, we were looking for.

There were even a few instances where we crossed-over into other galaxies!

We also heard the Emperor was OOO (out of office), so we decided, ‘What the hell, let’s infiltrate the Death Star!’ (Just for good measure.  And bragging rights.)

And, of course, no trip to a galaxy far, far away would be complete without perusing the equipment and robe sales and stopping by the cantina.

And that, readers, is basically what happens at biggest annual Star Wars convention in the world (the essence, if you will).  If you’re interested in seeing more of what went down at the con, head over to YouTube.  I hear the official Star Wars channel had a live stream going throughout the week, and I have no doubt that countless other videos have been uploaded over the last month and half detailing the finest moments of the event.

For our crew, we called it a day after getting any last-minute and very necessary Star Wars swag, and grabbing a bite to eat at the food trucks stationed outside (falafel, also necessary).  We followed the crowd to the shuttles where we were transported back to the Angels stadium parking lot and to our own galaxy once more.  I was exhausted but satisfied, having spent a whole day enjoying total fan immersion amongst people who were just as excited to be there (conventions are like refueling stations for the geek tank/battery).

*Shout out to my brother who didn’t complain once about my asking him to take another photo with me and [insert cosplay character here].

As ever, thanks for reading, cheers!  And if you happen to be wondering about the change of pace from the Celebrating Female Characters post set, I’ll be taking a break from those (for now!) as the to-blog about queue is starting to grow.  Keep an eye out for the next post coming soon, or be sure to follow and get notifications (which may be more reliable than my optimistic ideas of a regular blog post schedule) for new posts.  Until then…

May the Force be with you Mischief managed

Dear readers,

Picking up from the last International Women’s Day-inspired post, The Ladies of Austen, I’d like to bring your attention to witches.

Yes, witches.  You’ve probably heard of them before: devious tricksters, sometimes green and warty, may attempt to eat children, steal your slippers, turn you into a newt…you get the picture.  Is it possible they’ve just gotten a bad rap over the years?  Sure.  But historically speaking they were guilty of the worst sort of crime – having their own ideas.  Eugh, disgusting!

The Witches of Potter

Now J.K. Rowling, she might just be the queen of witchcraft.  In the span of the Harry Potter series she’s managed to charm a variety of wickedly strong witches into the mainstream consciousness of pop culture.  Witches who not only think for themselves, but have the wits, power, and willful natures to pursue their own paths and stand up for what they believe in.  Honestly, the nerve.

Female Characters of Harry Potter - How to accurately depict women in fiction

Let’s start with the worst of the lot: Hermione Granger. Only named one of the most powerful female characters in literature, Hermione Granger is made of sterner stuff.  Since first reading the books as a kid she’s become a favorite character of mine, easily relatable and only partly because of similar hair frustrations.  This heroine’s rationality and kindness are two traits which stand out the most to me, nor are they generally paired together so strongly in one character.

She’s the female of the trio and the most logical, right off the bat a role reversal of traditional group gender dynamics.  Hermione is extremely smart, talented, and arguably the most powerful of the three, but she never lords that over others.  Instead, she cares about their success and is honestly unable to comprehend her classmates’ lack of desire for studying and homework-chart-building.

And this is where her true strength lies, in her willingness to and quickness in helping others.  Whether it’s Neville in potions class, keeping Lupin’s secret, house elf equality, supporting Harry, being Hagrid’s lawyer, and so on and so forth, Hermione is never selfish in offering her time and her talents.

Oh, and if you think her character is a little bossy – fine.  However she’s probably going to save your life, so you may want to reconsider if that’s so bad.  Me?  I’ll take a little bossy.

Harry Potter fanart - Ceretified Badass: Hermione Granger by elfabella on DeviantART

(I assure you these certifications aren’t just handed out, or made in photoshop all willy-nilly.)

Next up?  Luna Lovegood – another equally amazing female character. Incredibly honest, Luna’s view of the world around her is refreshing and often thought-provoking (also used to wonderful comic effect in the books; see quidditch commentator stint).

I love how open minded, perceptive, and unabashedly true to herself she is. Her ability to make connections that other miss, seeing the possibilities in the world around her, is a trait which probably puts her up there as the most brilliant character in the book – along the same vein as Dumbledore.  In a way, Hermione and Luna explore opposing sides of the same coin (intelligence) with one representing logic and rules, the other, creative ingenuity.

Luna’s status as something of an outsider makes her capable of great empathy, despite the lack of which she often receives because of she’s perceived as ‘different’.  Anyone who’s felt on the outside looking in is able to identify with her, and Rowling gave us an unassumingly fearless character to look up to.  Of course, we see her through Harry’s eyes and their relationship mimics how we come to identify with this character; it takes you by surprise but upon reflection makes perfect sense.  And while not featured greatly, I find their dynamic to be one of the most interesting in the series because while she’s see by many as ‘Loony Lovegood‘, she always seemed to be a positive source of sanity and stability to Harry.

Harry Potter Luna Lovegood fanart - Friends by AdeL7e, Luna's room

Gentle and strong.  Don’t ever change Luna.  Truly.  (Also, this.)

Then there’s Ginny Weasley, who rounds out the trio of the younger female protagonists.  Regardless of how you feel about her in regards to her pairing with Harry, let’s all agree that she’s a great character on her own.  When we first meet her she’s shy, quiet, and awkward (three adjectives I have been all too familiar with), but she really comes into her own by the fifth book, becoming one of the bravest characters in the series.

Ginny fulfills the athlete, go-getter role, but combined with those initial traits we saw, she does so without being bland and stereotyped.  Plus, she’s got this distinct streak of impishness, spunk, and fun sense of humor – essentially, she’s cool.  In some ways she’s a regular Fred and George, similarly adept at lightening the mood of a situation, and like every Weasley, a loyal friend to those in need.

And to speculate a little, looking back, Ginny’s first year pretty much sucked.  Imagine how withdrawn she must have felt.  Being used by the darkest wizard of our time for nefarious purposes?  It takes a bit of a toll.  Yet the next time we really see more of her, she’s prancing around with Fred and George chanting ‘he got off’ to celebrate Harry’s not getting kicked out of Hogwarts (…again).

What changed during that time?  [Headcanon alert!]  Maybe Fred and George felt awful about not being there for their little sis that first year, maybe they do everything they can during that summer to get her back to being vibrant and lively.  Maybe the only two people beside Harry that she ever confesses everything to about that year are the twins, and maybe the three pretty much became inseparable at home after that.  Wherever Ginny’s strength and confidence came from, maybe no small amount of it was found in that familial bond, playing into her ‘just one of the guys’ type personality.  I’m just saying.  Maybe.

Harry Potter Fanart, Ginny Weasley & Harry - Quidditch Practice by taratjah on DeviantArt

“Yeah, size is no guarantee of power,” said George. “Look at Ginny.”
“What d’ you mean?” said Harry.
“You’ve never been on the receiving end of one of her Bat-Bogey Hexes, have you?”

Ok, how about the elder witches, because there are some pretty kickass adults in the series as well.  Case in point?  Minerva McGonagall.

This character is not only named after the Roman-based Greek mythological figure for wisdom and war, but she is undoubtedly one of the most respected figures in the book.  Despite a strict, no-nonsense demeanor, McGonagall’s got a competitive spirit and snarky sense of humor to match, which just add to her general awesomeness.  She’s one of the few known animagi in the books (a cat, no less), head of Gryffindor House, and Dumbledore’s right-hand woman to boot.  Of course, there was also that time she charged into battle against Death Eaters with a herd of galloping desks.

McGonagall, Snape, Dumbledore fanart - HP Hogwarts Headmasters by S-Sei on DeviantArt

Pure awesome.  And yet, I think my favorite McGonagall moment is when she comes to the defense and aid of Professor Trelawney (someone we know she has a little patience for) as the seer is being thrown out of the school by Umbridge.  That was a wonderful character defining moment.

Now Mrs. Weasley is primarily a traditional mother figure, but you can’t let that fool you.  One of her great ‘not-just-what-she-seems’ moments comes at the very end of the series when Mrs. Weasley duels Bellatrix.  After reading it for the first time, I had argued (complained) in discussion with my mom that perhaps Neville should have fought that battle, in doing so avenging his parents.  But then she had countered with a point that has since stuck, slowly but surely changing my opinion entirely:

In fighting that battle, Rowling lets us see Molly Weasley as the overly-doting mother hen/woman who reads the gossip columns as well as an extremely powerful witch in her own right.  And not that being motherly doesn’t come with it’s own set of strengths (the woman kept a family of seven children in line, after all), but we’re reminded that she is as much a member of the Order as Sirius or McGonagall.  So, to my own wise mom, I now gladly concede – it was absolutely a brilliant choice to make Mrs. Weasley defeater of Bellatrix.

Molly Weasley is not to be crossed.  Don’t even contemplate it.  In fact, don’t even contemplate crossing her children.

I could go on, because clearly I have too many Harry Potter feels, but I’ll just say that the women with smaller roles in the story seem just as awesome and interesting as the leading ladies from the glimpses we get of them.  Tonks, Fleur, Lily Potter, Madame Pomfrey, Angelina Johnson…hell, even Neville’s grandmother jumps into the fray in the final battle! And the villainesses!  If we’re talking baddie equality, Bellatrix and Umbridge are as unsettling and unpleasant as He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named himself (to put it mildly).

Over the course of a seven book series with a male lead, JKR gave us some admirable additions for the incredible-female-characters list.  And you know what the best part is?  The fact that it’s not even a big deal in the world she’s created.

Nobody bats an eyelash at Hermione’s capabilities because she’s a girl.  Harry himself basically shrugs and states, ‘Oh yeah, we would’ve screwed up loads more if Hermione hadn’t been there.’  Order members, Ministry workers, professors, Death Eaters, quidditch teams – these groups could each care less whether you were a male or female.  Yes, there is injustice and inequality in Harry’s world, to be sure, but prejudice based solely on gender isn’t among them.

All right, where can I sign up to pledge my allegiance to Ms. Rowling?  Anyone want to join me?  Thanks for reading, cheers!  Until then…

Mischief managed

Posted by: brookenado | March 30, 2015

Celebrating Female Characters: The Ladies of Austen

Dear readers,

Because no celebratory female character list would be complete without Elizabeth Bennet, we’re diving into the world of Jane Austen for this post.  Let me say straight off the bat that I haven’t read all of her works yet (yet), but I have enjoyed the three I’ve had the pleasure to read so far: Pride and Prejudice, Sense and Sensibility, and Emma.  If you missed out on the first post of this series inspired by International Women’s Day, check out The Women of Avatar!  Otherwise, without further ado…

The Ladies of Austen

Yes, like many Austenites Elizabeth Bennet would have to be my favorite of the Austen heroines I’m familiar with so far.  She’s smart and witty to boot, honest, fiercely loyal to those she loves, and speaks her mind.  But seriously, that girl does not mince her words.  (See any proposal rejection for strongly worded evidence.)

Of course, she also managed to snag Mr. Darcy’s heart without even trying…so there’s also that.

I happened to stumble upon a BBC World Book Club podcast recording about Pride and Prejudice a couple of weeks ago (which, if you’re a fan, you will definitely find interesting and entertaining), and one thing that stood out to me was a brilliant clip from an interview with Irish author Colm Tóibín on how the book works and depends upon the heroine’s intelligence.  To paraphrase:

‘It’s when she’s alone that the real work is done in the book…It’s her solitude, and the quality of her solitude, that matter most in the book and gives her a sort of moral seriousness in the book.’

Austen often details Elizabeth’s thoughts for the reader, which gives us superb insight into her intelligence and true self.  And from that, we fall in love with her character much the same way Mr. Darcy comes to fall in love with her.

So, yeah, points for Ms. Austen for blessing us with female characters with strength of mind. Another thing I admire about her novels and ability to tell a story is that there are so many quirks to each character, and even if they’re not constantly in the action we get a good sense of who they are.  Take Jane Bennet, for example!  She’s described as the prettiest of the daughters straight away, but we also come to learn that although she may not have Elizabeth’s quick wit, she is the kinder and probably wiser of the two.

BBC Pride and Prejudice Bennet sisters gif

Or look at Charlotte, Lizzie’s best friend who holds totally different views on marriage, love, and the practicalities of life, but who we know wouldn’t be Elizabeth’s friend if she weren’t strong and intelligent in her own way.  We come to see that she’s calculating and clever enough to manipulate a less than ideal situation (yes we’re looking at you, Mr. Collins) to suit her as much as possible.  Boom, more points to Austen for giving us female characters who find strength in differences between them and form powerful relationships because of that.

That’s certainly a driving point of Sense and Sensibility with sisters Elinor and Marianne.  Who doesn’t appreciate understanding the values and downsides of two different personalities and approaches to life?  No one who has ever shared a living space with another person who wasn’t a clone of themselves, surely.

When reading Sense and Sensibility, it’s likely that you come to identify more with one sister over the other, as in, ‘Why yes, Elinor is one tough lady for keeping her and everyone else’s lives together.  Her sense is admirable because who in their right mind wears their heart on their sleeve?’  Not you.

You know exactly how to protect yourself – kill them with kindness, or at least polite indifference, and if or when some people (Lucy Steele) happen to end up with an idiot for a husband in the end?  Well, who looks the more foolish?  No, Elinor knows a thing or two about dignity and holding her own.

Side bar: Can we just admire this quote for a moment?  “Elinor agreed with it all, for she did not think he deserved the compliment of rational opposition.”  I can just imagine the inner dialogue…

Mary Poppins sarcastic clap gif

‘Well done. If your intention here was to secure your place on the ‘vain, ignorant fool’ list, you succeeded marvelously.’

**Austenian burn may leave lingering stinging and unpleasant sensations. Apply knowledge, learning, and humility in generous amounts for best relief. (End sidebar)

Or perhaps you’d argue, ‘Quite the contrary, Marianne’s abandon for society’s ill-conceived constructs is both brave and charming.  She doesn’t give the time of day to people who don’t deserve it – who the flim flam jam has time for that?’  But honestly, who has the time or patience to put up with useless pretense when you could be out there being yourself and loving everything about life?  You know for a fact that’s just crazy.

Hipster Marianne Dashwood from Sense and Sensibility

Don’t argue with hipster Marianne.

But as you read you recognize that, sure, Marianne’s enthusiasm while passionate and endearing at times can also be unwise, overly dramatic, and immature (not everyone has your passion for dead leaves, Marianne), and maybe Elinor’s constant composure isn’t always appreciated or easy for the people who truly care about her to navigate (you couldn’t drop in one tiny mention about the whole Edward situation, Elinor?).

However both characters prove that sense and sensibility co-exist, that one is not better than the other because everybody is a mixture of both.  Elinor feels just as deeply as Marianne (sorry, hipster Marianne), and Marianne learns how to exercise more judgement.  Despite any greater affinity toward sense or sensibility, we can relate to both of these great characters.

Then there’s Emma.  Witty, presumptuous, and independent, in some ways Emma is a bit of an alternate version of Elizabeth, a sort of ‘Lizzie Bennet had Lizzie Bennet been wealthy, a different, much smaller family, and been really rather bored’.  Such a distinction in wealth actually does set Emma’s character farther apart than any of the other three, in the sense that she doesn’t have to worry about the same things – namely, securing a beneficial marriage.

Jane Austen Emma Print - Best Treatment - Jane Austen Quote - Literary Art - Teachers Gift - Bookish - Literature - Book Lovers - Quote

Partly because of this, we’re presented with a character less immediately relatable and likable, perhaps, but not dislikable either.  With Emma we have a perfect opportunity to analyze a character and see the good and not so good tendencies in ourselves and otheres.  Why?  Simple – she’s real.

Haven’t we all secretly played matchmaker before, even if only in our own minds (and sometimes with fictional characters)?  Haven’t we all assumed one thing only to learn it was an embarrassing misinterpretation?  Have you never thought yourself cleverer than somebody else?  Nobody’s perfect, we all have flaws that in some ways define us but don’t overshadow our best qualities.  But Emma grows as a character from her misgivings and drama so that by the end of the novel, Emma, like Elizabeth, gives us a character we can relate with on a journey of self-discovery (with quite a few laughs along the way).  She’s a brilliant character.

Really, what it all boils down to is that Jane Austen was a master at writing realistic characters that appeal to our desire for self-actualization, and continue to be real no matter the time period.  She gives us characters that defy tradition and find their own ways to succeed in a world where they have very little power and influence over their situations.  They’re smart, funny, compassionate individuals, and each heroine has a definite sense of self.  So truly, thank you for the strong female characters we can easily relate to, Ms. Austen, I have little doubt that they will continue to be loved for years to come!

Pride and Prejudice Mr. Darcy Colin Firth, be cool

You also gave us Mr. Darcy and for that we are eternally gratefully.

More awesome female character appreciation is on the way, but in the meantime I’d love to hear who your favorite Austen heroines are!  Feel free to jump in with the comments below.  And as always, thanks for reading, cheers!  Until then…

Mischief managed

Posted by: brookenado | March 13, 2015

Celebrating Female Characters: The Women of Avatar

Dear readers,

You may have heard that International Women’s Day was last week, and that got me thinking about the awesome female characters I’ve admired over the years.  In turn, this got me thinking about entire series that feature many awesome women.  Obviously, the natural next step was to be inspired to do a blog post!  I jotted down some ideas here and there during breaks at work, then sat down at home to write a bit more, then went back and wrote some more…

It quickly become apparent that there doing this in a single post was simply not an option.  Instead, I bring you the first installment in a celebratory mini-series of ‘series with exceptional ladies’:

The Women of Avatar

**Caution: May contain spoilers

All of the ladies in Avatar are pretty stinking awesome. Seriously, all of them. Heroes and villains alike are fully fleshed out, complex women. The shows creator’s Michael Dante DiMartino and Bryan Konietzko and their team have done such a wonderful job with this series, not only tackling mature, and sometimes delicate issues, but also bringing very dynamic relationships to life with very believable and diverse characters. One thing I feel is often misrepresented in shows today are the relationships between female characters, but here, too, they got so much right.

Women of Avatar: The Last Airbender and Legend of Korra

Let’s start with Avatar: The Last Airbender, where it all began (when everything changed, after the Fire Nation attacked)…

In the original series, Toph and Katara are the female leads and they can bring out the extremes of each other’s personalities due to their differences. Yet despite that those differences, the focus was more often on how they respected each other because of them – Toph with her disregard for the rules and strong sense of independence, and Katara with her compassion and sense of responsibility.

Toph and Katara - Tales of Ba Sing Se gif

How Beifongs show affection

They did an amazing job with the more minor female characters and the villainesses as well. Mai and Ty Lee may seem one dimensional at first, but with small bits of dialogue and back story are given such great personalities and roles as non-gimmicky, by no means flat comic relief. And Azula is…terrifying. And that’s hard to do while making a character believable, but they did it. Ruthless and strategically-minded to the extreme (and she knows it), we also see glimpses into the cracks beneath the surface and, incredibly, have moments when we can actually feel very sorry for her.

Then there’s the follow-up series, The Last Airbender: The Legend of Korra, which recently ended and was just as brilliant as the original. Korra is the lead as the new Avatar, and in word (or three), she kicks ass. What made her an even better character, however, were the moments when she seemed lost. The fact that she could be a strong character while also at risk of succumbing to a break down every now and then made her a very real and relatable character. Hey, maintaining the balance of a chaotic and always changing world is a tough job!

Korra Fanart -- Legend of Korra

And actually, admittedly, as someone who struggles on and off with depression I really appreciated seeing a female character deal with similar issues.  Despite the moments of frustration and seeming hopelessness, she was always able to overcome her fears and find her own way to resolve things; a hopeful motif around a topic that isn’t easily discussed.  Just another reason why storytelling and having characters like Korra is so important.

I love how they dealt with Korra’s relationship with the other female that rounds out the new ‘Team Avatar’ as well – another badass but somewhat more feminine character, Asami. Again, they could have taken the easy route and created a negative, rivalry-type relationship with a love triangle, but almost right from the start they refused to let that be the case.

They took it in a much more positive direction, with Asami becoming Korra’s best friend (and even potential love interest as the series progressed) instead, using them to explore the strong bonds that exist between women. The ending truly cements that theme, and whether you read their relationship as romantic or not, the final scene was beautiful, ending the series on another bold and brave note.

Korra & Asami - Avatar Legend of Korra finale

And I’d be terribly remiss not to at least mention both Toph and Katara’s descendants. The Beifong women still completely rock (pun both intended and true), and Katara’s daughter and two granddaughters are just as awesome. They are their own characters with distinctive quirks and aspirations, not defined just by their tie to the original women of Avatar.

Then there are characters like Zhu Li (do the thing!), who’s great because at first glance, we don’t give her too much thought. But as her character is revealed more and expanded beyond the view of just ‘assistant’, we learn that she’s brilliant, loyal, believes in progress, and yes, she’s in love, but she can clearly take care of her self. And there’s Eska, of course, who stands up her power hungry (crazy) father in order to protect her brother, and later, Team Avatar.  I sorely wish we could have seen more of her in later seasons!

Like the original, the female antagonists in The Legend of Korra are wonderfully nuanced characters who bring about discussions of complicated themes. While you may not always like them or their methods, the series certainly plays around with larger questions and moral grey areas.

Kuvira - The Legend of Korra Book 4 antagonist

Kuvira, the ‘Great Uniter’

At times you have to admit a grudging respect for their abilities and determination in their visions knowing that at some earlier point, those beliefs weren’t inherently bad, but had become twisted and extreme. Kuvira acts as the dominant female antagonist, and she doesn’t play second fiddle to the male antagonists.  Her role adds just as much to the overarching themes of the show and Korra’s development.

The verdict? I haven’t been able to mention all of the fabulous characters across both shows, but rest assured that they do, in fact, all kick ass – all for different reasons.

All I can say is that if you’re looking for a series with a strong cast of female characters and diverse role models, look no further than Avatar: The Last Airbender and the The Legend of Korra. Ladies, men, kids, adults…the overall series has something for everyone, and in my opinion, it’s some of the best t.v. to have been created in past decade (and features some beautiful animation to boot!).

Thanks for reading, cheers!  Another installment celebrating amazing fictional females should be headed your way soon, and if you’ve got some favorite characters or series featuring interesting women, by all means please share – the more the merrier!  Until then…

Mischief managed

 Bonus:Legend of Korra, 'Did they send me daughters?'

Posted by: brookenado | February 18, 2015

5 Fandom Friday: Much Ado About Shipping

Dear readers,

Another delayed Fandom Friday post, I’m afraid (someday I’ll actually post one on a Friday)!  I had no intention to write anything relating to Valentine’s Day for my next post, but then I couldn’t pass up on such a perfect prompt thought up by The Nerdy Girlie & Super Space Chick.

5 Fandom Friday

First things first.  What is ‘shipping’, you may ask?  Class is in session, attend…

Fandom 101: Lesson 1, Shipping

Fandom Sanity vs. Shipping

Ship(n): Slang term stemming from the word ‘relationship’.  In fandom, the term most often refers to a romantic relationship (or, pairing), between characters, but not always.  Ex: This ship is my current otp (one true pairing).

Can also be used as a verb as in, ‘I will always ship Sherlock & Molly.’  A ship is often denoted by placing a “/” or “x” between two character’s names, or by use of a portmanteau.  A shipper, then, is a supporter of a particular ship.

Now some of you may be thinking, ‘Hang on, people actually devote time and energy into the relationships of imaginary characters?‘  Well, YES.  Here’s the thing, you can’t just turn ‘shipping’ on and off; it simply happens, and then it inspires, entertains, or overwhelms you with feels.

Now, how’s your ship doing?


Are there rules to shipping?

There is really only one rule to shipping in fandom: respect. A respectful fandom is a happy fandom, people, and although what one fan ships may not (wait for it) float your boat, everyone has as much right as anyone else to ship their ship.  So long as no one’s hating on ships, instigating ship wars, ruining others enjoyment of the show/book/movie/game/fandom, then (one more time) welcome aboard!

Any questions?

Then let’s get right down to it; my five favorite fandom ships (or more like five of my favorite ships).  I’ve discovered that I’m either drawn to a more sorrowful type of pairing – the unrequited/sacrifice myself for you kind of tragic -, or the ‘either I’m gonna kill her or I’m beginning to like her’ stubborn bickering ship.  But, you know, both is good.

1. Han/Leia

“You could use a good kiss!”

Kisses: Han and Leia Star Wars fanart by ArtemisiaSynchroma on DeviantArt

This is where it all began for me, my very first fandom ship.  I was about 13, sitting in the dark in my parents room as I watched Empire for the first time, and probably literally holding my breath as Han and Leia kissed on the Millennium Falcon when I first fell down the rabbit hole that is your first invested ship.  I plunged fully into the universe of Star Wars after that ESB viewing.  One thing led to another and here I am today, a full-fledged geekling – and just look at all the ships I’ve collected now!

They also kind of set up a comparison for romances in my mind as well, like ‘on a scale of 1 to Han & Leia, how playful is their banter?’

2. Molly/Sherlock 

“You do count, you’ve always counted and I’ve always trusted you.”

Sherlock fanart - Thank you Molly Hooper by FloLu on DeviantArt

All of the feels.  (Also see artbylexie for Sherlolly goodness.)  My current otp, I feel I have to preface with a kind of a weird, convoluted explanation, so apologies in advance.  I love both characters on their own, and I love the possibilities and potential of them together with their complementarily contrasting characteristics.  And yet, I wouldn’t want them to become an official item on the show unless it was at the very end.  As in, ‘Molly, I propose we move to Sussex and keep bees together.’

*Quick Aside: This is actually how I feel about most of my ships, canon or otherwise.  I much prefer dwelling in the land of pre-establishment (i.e. Han & Leia pre-ROTJ) as I think you get much more interesting interaction at that stage in character dynamics.  After all, an official romantic relationship is the end game – a ship’s cathartic moment – so the lead up is where it’s at!

For the Sherlolly ship in particular, it would be very difficult to maintain within the confines of the show itself and be satisfying.  If it were an AU rom-com, then totally, but since Sherlock Holmes is an adventure/mystery genre, the focus has to be elsewhere or the show wouldn’t be Sherlock.

…Which brings us to why fanfic/vids/art, etc. can be brilliant as it lets us happily imagine what can’t be included in the script due to the nature of the narrative.  And, when nothing is official, everything is open for us to interpret how and what we do (and don’t) see onscreen!  So I’m perfectly happy with them continuing to weave in the small moments between Sherlock & Molly, adding depth to their relationship and allow my brain to speculate to my heart’s content.

3. Naruto/Hinata + Ichigo/Rukia

“I nearly went the wrong way…but you, you showed me the right way.  You changed me!  Your smile saved me!”

Hinata/Naruto fanart - Nindo by Bakaiiko on DeviantArt

Ichiruki Wallpaper fanart by crasyaboutpink on DeviantArt

Yup, I’m going to cheat again.  I wanted to include a manga/anime ship and couldn’t pick between my two current favorites in this genre.  See?  Torn between the more sorrowful & the more stubborn.  I love the way Hinata’s confession was dealt with, it spot on in terms of her character, in my opinion (and may or may not have inspired a bit of dialogue in a Sherlolly piece I may or may not have written…yeah, nerd alert).  Then what’s not to love about Ichigo and Rukia as the pair that childishly tease each other, but when it gets right down to it, see each other more completely than anyone else?  Absolutely nothing.

4. Kirk/Spock

“Of my friend, I can only say this: Of all the souls I have encountered in my travels, his was the most…human.”

Chibi Kirk + Spock Star Trek fanart by sweetvillain on DeviantArt

Is this not the most adorable thing ever? The reboot introduced me to this ship and I do need to sit down and watch more of TOS, but I already know one thing: Friendship?  Bromance?  Romance?  Doesn’t matter.  What’s so appealing about these two is that however you ship Kirk and Spock, a deep love will always exist between them and that is a beautiful thing.  One without the other is incomplete, and having a companion like that is enviable indeed.  Come on, just look at how happy that Kirk is!

Are there are shades of the Holmes & Watson dynamic reflected in Kirk & Spock?  Definitely.  How many shades?  I couldn’t say.

5. Revan/Carth

“Yes, what’s on your mind?”

KOTOR-Hairless Wookiee by aimo

And just to switch it up (sort of), Revan/Carth is hands down my favorite video game ship I’ve come across.  Romances on this medium don’t always come across as well, but I have fond memories of the exchanges between these two when playing/replaying Knights of the Old Republic – they’re so dang snarky and hilarious!  Their relationship is engaging without feeling forced, and perfectly emulates the elements that make the Han/Leia dynamic work so well without being a boring carbon(ite) copy.  (Canonical Revan should have been female, but that’s a rant for another time.)

Whew, how’d I do?  I tried my best not to go overboard, but that was surprisingly hard to narrow down.  Elizabeth/Darcy, for instance?  Right up there.  I mean, they kind of wrote the book…

Despite not intentionally searching for one, I almost always end up finding a ship in whatever I’m watching or reading to root for or at least contemplate on the side.  It’s like having a radar that just keeps scanning until ping!, it finds the pairing that makes your feels hone in on.  So what ships are on your radar?

Thanks for bearing this shipper’s long-winded love fest, I hope you had a wonderful Valentine’s Day weekend, cheers!  Until then…

Mischief managed

Posted by: brookenado | February 1, 2015

5 Fandom Friday: Favorite Fandom Accessories

Dear readers,

It’s time for another (belated5 Fandom Friday post courtesy of the brilliant The Nerdy Girlie & Super Space Chick, and this week we’re diving into the wonderful world of fandom accessories!

5 Fandom Friday

Some people get excited about shoes and designer handbags, for others it’s jewelry and the newest iPhone.  And then there are fans.  Like anyone we enjoy accessorizing to look our best.  We just love it more when these things happen to coincide with our geekier passions!  Fortunately, being the enthusiastic and resourceful people we are, we often finds ways of sneaking those interests so near and dear to our hearts into our everyday (and at times not so everyday) style.

And when it comes to stumbling across an amazing piece of nerdy embellishment, well…

'I need it' Tony Stark RDJ Iron Man gif

Preaching to the choir, Tony.

Now because I’m generally horrible at picking favorites, here’s a look at my own nerdy accessories in no particular order:

1. Graphic Tees

Disney Lion King shirt Simba and Mufasa

Does a shirt technically count as an accessory?  Probably not, but as most of my fandom stuff currently exists in that form we’re going to pretend it does!  Plus, there’s also the fact that fandom graphic tees are awesome.  221B tee, Tardis t-shirt, Iron Man, the Flash, Disney?  All snug in their drawer, folded with care.  The Lion King shirt was a gift from my dad this past Christmas, making it the most recent addition to my well-worn collection.  Thanks dad!

2. Fandom Earrings

Fandom earrings - Sherlock 221B earrings by @librianisti & @heruniverse Star Trek earrings

A more traditional accessory, I won my two pairs of fandom earrings at the first SherlockeDCC party during Comic-Con a couple of years ago.  I always wear them when I need a little boost, and when I catch a glimpse of them in the bathroom mirror at work, or in the reflection of the glass around my desk I can’t help but smile.

When I was younger my mom used to give me one of her necklaces to wear on days I having a tough time, saying I would have her with me even though we were apart.  To this day it’s that sense of holding a special meaning and strength that makes me excited about jewelry, so when I can associate certain pieces with people or characters I’m attached to I suddenly start wearing those ones all the time!  And sure, it doesn’t exactly hurt that there was this one time a cute guy at the grocery store complemented the Star Trek earrings…

3. Sonic Screwdriver

Whovian Rule No. 1: Always be prepared for a blue police box to arrive at your door and whisk you off on a grand adventure through time and space at any moment.  Thus, the sonic screwdriver.  (Also great for cosplay, confusing/fascinating your coworkers on Halloween, waving around while giving orders – you get the picture.  Not so great with wood, though…)

*Bonus: I’ve got a Tardis flashlight (torch) keychain that was a birthday gift from my brother, easily making my set of car keys the coolest of the bunch in the family key dish!  And that I totally meant to take a picture of.

4. Harry Potter Beanie & Gloves

When I went to the Harry Potter Studio Tour in London while studying abroad, I told myself that I could get one thing from the gift shop.  One.  (Yes, it was as unbelievably hard as you’re imagining.  Look at the gift shop pics in the post, you’ll understand.)  After much debate, I went for the Gyffindor beanie as it was in my price range, awesome, and I kind of love beanies.  Unfortunately, being back in San Diego I don’t find too much opportunity to wear it at the moment, but the gloves are another story!

I got the gloves more recently after happening to see them online and promptly checking Hot Topic the next time I was at the mall (spoiler: they were there).  As someone who suffers from chronic cold hands, I keep them in my purse and wear them at work (being fingerless, they’re perfect for typing), while driving, and just generally around.  Plus, mischief managed – I had to get them!

5. Sherlock Plushie Keychain (+ buttons)

Sherlock crochet plushie by the Consulting Crafter

My Sherlock keychain plushie also came from the first SherlockeDCC party a couple years ago, made by the amazing Consulting Crafter.  She has some seriously adorable crochet plushies that she creates for multiple fandoms (see baby Groot plushie on her site as a prime example)!  I generally attach this little guy to my purse or bag so I’m always carrying a little bit of fandom around with me and because, honestly, who doesn’t want a mini consulting detective to keep them company?  With the buttons, there’s the added bonus of possibly meeting fellow fans when I’m out and about!

I suppose this is also as good a time as any to mention that I’m slowly learning how to sew and have started on one of a few ideas buzzing around my brain for fandom scarves.  You’ll have to stay tuned for more to come – if all goes well the hope is to open an Etsy shop of my own!  (Also hoping writing it here will help hold me to seeing it through…)

And that rounds up my geek accessories collection at the moment, now what fandom-inspired accessories are adding flair to your style?  Feel free to share your favorites with the rest of us – you simply can’t have too many fandom accessories, after all!

Thanks for reading, cheers!  Until then…

Mischief managed

Posted by: brookenado | January 18, 2015

10 Quotes for 2015

Dear readers,

Happy New Year!  I’ve been meaning to get this post out for a couple weeks now and just haven’t for very reasons and non-reasons (family time while the sis was in town, getting over a cold, general procrastination…), but here it is at last!

Now I’ve never been a huge New Year’s resolution person, it just wasn’t something my family did at the end of the year.  We took things more one day at a time – resolutions sans planning.  Plus, New Year’s?  It always felt like just another day to me, except that you got to have sparkling apple cider, open poppers, and maybe catch a good Star Wars marathon or something on TV.

Boom, another year down.

But this year more than ever before, I get how January 1st can be a cathartic day and a day for, well, a resolution.  The past year is over and you get a brand new slate to start with – 365 days of opportunities and all that.  And maybe it’s just been on my mind more since we’ve been slating articles and posts with the New Year’s spin at work, or perhaps it has something to do with 2015 being my year in the Chinese Zodiac (what up, goats/sheep/rams?)…though more probably, it’s where I am in my life.

Up to this point there was always some larger direction: school, find a job, pay off the car.  Now I’ve been at my first full-time-out-of-college job for a little over a year, and I’m about to finish paying off my first car, so for the past month or so I’ve been reevaluating.  My job is ok, and I work with some good people, but I’m not happy.  So what’s holding me back?

When I get right down to it, I know what direction I’d rather take my life in and I’ve been stalling.  But hey, it’s a new year and as it turns out, it really is the perfect opportunity to make some changes.  Instead of a resolution I’ve decided to gather some quotes for 2015; words of wisdom to live by this year in the hopes that, come January 1, 2016, I’ll have had the inspiration and the courage to make a change!

10 Quotes for 2015

“Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence.” – Helen Keller

“Get it down.  Take chances.  It may be bad, but it’s the only way you can do anything really good.” – William Faulkner

“Go confidently in the direction of your dreams.  Live the life you have imagined.” – Henry David Thoreau

“You cannot discover new oceans unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore.” – Andre Gide

“This is how you do it: You sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until it’s done.  It’s that easy, and that hard.” – Neil Gaiman

“Once we believe in ourselves, we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight, or any experience that reveals the human spirit.” – E.E. Cummings

“Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it.  Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it.” – Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

“The most difficult thing is the decision to act, the rest is merely tenacity.” – Amelia Earhart

“Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one’s courage.” – Anais Nin

“It’s your place in the world; it’s your life.  Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live.” – Mae Jemison

Or, essentially:

‘I know it sounds like a cat poster, but it’s true.’

I’m a dreamer, and I’d like to tell stories, help people, and find a way to be geeky for a living.  At the moment writing seems like the best way for me to do all three.  But whether my initial change this year is writing a script or a book, or going back to school, or traveling the world for a little while, or something I can’t foresee yet (geek bakery?), these are words that make me feel as if I can do it – whatever it will end up being.

So as the TARDIS is blue, I’ll find the courage to take the first step this year because am I Gryffindor or not?  Now those are my quotes for a new year, what are your resolutions and words/quotes that inspire you to reach them?

Thanks for reading and best of luck to everyone’s goals for the year, cheers!  Until then…

Mischief managed

Ok, just one more:

Anything's possible if you've got enough nerve - J.K. Rowling

Though if someone has a bit of Felix Felicis, I’m thinking a bit of “liquid luck” couldn’t hurt… ;)

Posted by: brookenado | December 16, 2014

Wicked, The Untold Story of One Girl’s Theatre Ticket

Dear readers,

It may not always be as apparent, but theater geek is a part of my geek makeup (see Figure 1) and lately I’ve found myself on a Wicked kick, which seems to have been quite fatefully timed.  Almost like a prophecy, one might even venture.  Before we jump right into that, though, a quick background…

My obsession with Wicked began back in 2004, on plane to London where I happened to hear four songs from the show while tuning in to the in-flight Broadway channel: Popular, I’m Not That Girl, One Short Day, and Defying Gravity.  I proceeded to listen in to that set at least three more times before we landed, and hum the tunes around Heathrow after – already I was hooked!  (And Heathrow, my apologies.)

brookenado's fandom brain pie chart

A general idea of what’s going on in there, at least

Luckily, my best friend at the time happened to be into Wicked as well, and soon my interest in the show was being enabled with a full copy of the CD.  Since then I’ve read the book, got my own copy of The Grimmerie, seen the play, and done a fair amount of shower-singing.  What can I say?  I got carried away…and not just by balloon!

Winston Bishop singing Popular gif, New Girl

Thanks, Winston Bishop gif, for perfectly describing my recent commutes from work

So why the sudden Wicked kick now?  First, as any geek knows, you never stop being a fan of something – things just get placed to simmer on the back burner as you make room for new interests.  As it so happens, the holidays instigated the sudden ‘fandom of the month‘ rotation to Wicked.  Initial thoughts on what to get who for Christmas triggered a nostalgic brainstorming session of some of the favorite gifts I’ve received over the years.

So that night, I opened the book cupboard and grabbed The Grimmerie where a photo with an IOU promise fell out…

Five months after opening that Christmas gift I was seated in the Pantages Theatre in LA, seeing the show live for the first time with my parents.  It was an experience I’ll always cherish, one I’m glad I got to share, and was certainly a gift I will never forget.

Ok, ok, so what about the whole ‘prophetic fateful timing‘ thing?  Well, readers, it just so happened that as Wicked’s overdue takeover of my brain began, the show’s national tour was making it’s way to San Diego!  I tried not to get my hopes up for seeing it – when would I have time?  How could I splurge when I’d just paid for some plane tickets and still had holiday shopping to do?  Listen to Elphaba, Brooke, wishing only wounds the heart.

Still, I looked into student tickets in my, ‘not-going-to-get-my-hopes-up-but-sort-of-going-to-get-my-hopes-up-anyway‘ way, only to discover that a lottery system was in place for Wicked as it was such a popular show.  Now there was the added obstacle of timing.  Lottery hopefuls had to be at the theatre 2 hours before the show to put their name in the lottery, and that wasn’t exactly going to fly with work and my commute.  Sure there was the weekend, but not knowing how this worked and how many seats were typically available, I worried these would be the worse days to try.

Wicked gif - Popular, Elphaba & Galinda

This is never going to work! / You mustn’t think that way anymore!

Then last Friday brought a blessing in disguise.  I had to go in to work extremely early, so I figured this was it – the perfect chance to try and put my name in for a ticket that night!  And although I had almost given up on seeing the show this time around as it was the final weekend for the San Diego leg of the tour, once the idea popped into my head on Thursday I just couldn’t seem to get rid of it.  All day Friday I once more kept trying not to get my hopes up of seeing it that night (I know I’m not always the best at getting over disappointment right away) but I also couldn’t picture my evening being spent any differently.

…So maybe there was a bit of magic involved when my name was the first one pulled out of the cauldron. Who knows?

I couldn’t believe it.  I was half stunned, half elated as I self-consciously walked to the table past my fellow lottery hopefuls with fingers crossed.  They probably drew close to 10 names total (somewhere around 35 other people where there, so that’s better than I had figured!), and all of us got an orchestra section seat for the price of $25.  I was unexpectedly going to see Wicked that night after all – and in a front row seat!

As I paid for my ticket and later went in, the staff who was around during the lottery was so happy for everyone who got a ticket, and the excitement was contagious.  It felt like being welcomed into a big group hug of people just as in love with Wicked as I was.

‘When was the last time you saw her fly?’ one attendant asked as I paid for my ticket.  It gave me pause, 6 or 7 years?  Too long, we agreed.  He then mentioned that this actress brought some a different approach in some ways to Elphaba’s character than he’d previously seen, which I think is one of the best parts of live theater – every performance is a new experience, but still the story you love.

The anticipation for 7:30 to just roll around already mounted.

Finally the doors for seating were opened and I found myself sitting right behind the orchestra on the right side of the stage, chatting with a couple other lottery winners who where just as excited. The lights dimmed, the orchestra did there thang, the Clock of the Time Dragon reared its head, and I proceeded to be totally enthralled for the next two and half hours.

And oh, it was thrillifying.  The cast were superb!  I loved Chandra Lee Schwartz’s Glinda, you could tell she was very comfortable in the role and knew her character.  Emma Hunton was a fantastic Elphaba.  Her delivery, especially with the humorous lines, had such snark – she owned it.  They both owned it!

I only wish I could share clips of this performance  with you.  Even so, I’m still in total geek out mode so you’ll have to bear with me through some of my favorite moments from the show (without giving away anything too specific from the story, of course)…

**Even so, spoilers (ish?) afoot – proceed with caution.

You know, if I had access to a time machine I think one of the small, non-potentially universe threatening things on my to-do list would be to go back and see the original cast perform as they went through the initial evolution of defining these characters.

I mean, look at this scene.  Ok, first off, the choreography is so subtly brilliant, yes.  Then Norbert Leo Butz is basically amazing. has the presence that makes the character’s command and influence in the scene work. The way his movements captivate the other students as they begin to mimic him almost unintentionally, mesmerized by this new guy’s charm, yet still gives us that sense of Fiyero just going through the motions.  Of course, that means the entire ensemble is perfectly in sync as well and together make this so perfect.

And while we’re Dancing Through Life (if you’re in a hurry, the 4:30 mark should about do it), I might as well mention that one of my absolute favorite moments of the show is towards the end of this scene when Galinda and Elphaba understand each other for the first time.  The music, timed just so with the choreography; slow melody coming in and mixing with a bit of Elphaba’s theme and as if to say, ‘whoa, hang on, something magical is happening here’ (Stephen Schwartz, you are a genius).

Coupled with the actresses’ movements, gestures, and expressions, they perfectly convey Galinda accepting Elphaba followed by Elphaba tentatively accepting Galinda, as she looks around at the other students and realizes she’s no longer a total outcast.  It’s a beautiful moment, portrayed in so few words.

Wicked fanart - Elphaba I'm Not That Girl scene by squeegool

I happen to be deeply shallow and genuinely self-absorbed. / No, you’re not.

Now the main focus of the story is not the romance, but I still enjoy the relationship dynamic between Elphaba and Fiyero – especially the beginnings of it, sparked during the lion cub scene.  The writing done by Winnie Holzman is so spot on here (and everywhere) with a great balance of humor, empathy for both characters, and a sense of loneliness.  There’s little time to get into too much detail with them, but again in what could have been an insignificant scene we get a character defining moment for both.

And just…gah!  The ending is so cleverly staged and tied in with the movie we all know and love, and the final meeting between Elphaba and Glinda is so touching and authentic, truly.  It’s bittersweet but satisfying, and as any good story does, Wicked leaves you with ambiguous motifs to ponder, but also a warmth stemming from the strength of friendship.  In their own way, Glinda and Elphaba fulfill a Holmes/Watson, Kirk/Spock-esque, two sides of the same coin, incomplete without the other dynamic, yet they still retain a strong sense of self as individuals and it’s wonderful adding an iconic female duo to that list.

Wicked gif - Glinda & Elphaba For Good hug

Warm and fuzzy feels? Check.  Break my heart into tiny, little pieces feels? You bet.

You walk away feeling as if you’ve known these characters and their story your whole life (and with more than one catchy tune stuck in your head!).  The team that made the musical possible and the people who continue to give the show it’s power have created a timeless story with universal appeal.  Wicked is a production that I will always want to see again and again, and can’t imagine growing tired of.  And after seeing it a second time, I might even venture to officially declare it my favorite musical (though that seems to be the case whenever I see one of my top three…)!

On another note, I think I may have been ruined for theatre.  The last three plays I’ve seen I was lucky enough to end up seated within the first 10 rows, and that is seriously the way to see a show.  Ah well, I guess I can live with that.

What are your favorite theatre memories or shows?  Feel free to share below!  I know this was a long one, so thanks for reading, cheers!  Until then…

Mischief managed

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